Just decided to start a blog today. Never done one before. Not really sure how it all works. I wonder if anyone even reads this stuff!
Anyway, I need to let out my thoughts, pain, hurt, darkness somewhere and it seems I have nowhere else to turn other than a stupid blog. Is that seriously where my life has led me? Shattering!
Where to start? From nowhere.........
My mind is such a jumbled mess right now. My brain continues to tick over at 100 miles an hour, never giving me any relief. Too many thoughts, too many theories, too much pain, can't hold onto one thought....... constantly changing.........
And now I realise I have nothing. No-one. Nowhere to go. I have to fight the battle alone and find the strength within myself to take responsibility for my own choices and lead me myself down the path to happiness. I have to find a way to gain the strength within myself to stop blaming others, becasue as the saying goes " We
